WHY FLORIPA
(FLO-REE-PAH)?

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PRE-YEAR ABROAD(01/06/2013)

Why Hannah? Was it because of the variety of culture, the university or the safety of Floripa?
Nope, the beaches! The beaches were what initially persuaded me to consider Florianópolis, a disgusting touristy reason yet the truth! 
My final reasons for choosing Floripa were:
1. I was determined to go to Brazil for my Year Abroad as soon as I chose to learn Portuguese.
2. I wanted to go somewhere different from everyone else (hipster I know). Originally I did want to go to RIo, but that's where everyone assumes you go when you say Brazil. 
3. I like the outdoors and I like being on the coast, so living on a small island surrounded by ocean was ideal.
4. I like to live life outside, so for example I'd rather have the option of sitting outside all day revising than cooped up inside.
5. I wanted to be able to talk about different experiences from the norm in interviews.
6. I'm doing my Year Abroad Project on dance and its identity in Brazilian society, so Floripa is perfect for this. There is a lot of influence from cultures abroad in Floripa, so coupled with the many dance festivals that take place and the fact that Floripa is supposedly known as the party capital of Brazil: sor'ed bruh!
7. You only study at uni once (hypothetically), you work for the rest of your life.
8. Floripa is safer than Rio.
9. It's not too far from Argentina - about 12 hours drive? xD
10. The music scene.

11. The potential adventures!
12. You have the chance, so why not take it? And also, unless I later get a job in Brazil, when else will I have the chance to live in such an exciting country?
13. Not going to sound very uni student-like of me and I may end up with less friends after this, but it's frowned upon for women to get drunk in Brazil, so I'm looking forward to some nights out where drunkness is not a requirement. 
14. The food!!
15. Sports - although I will most likely end up doing very little of it xD
16. The cost of living will be that much lower, so money should be less of a worry.
17. More doll-ah for potential travel to Rio, Argentina and possibly other places in Latin America!
18. I've already lived abroad, so I was happy to go that bit further away from home; and that seems to have been the trend for the rest of us going to Brazil: either we have lived abroad/come from abroad or have taken a gap year.
19. A switch up of life style and daily routine.
20. Um, the beaches?! :3

**Tip for first and second year uni students: 
DO go and speak to your tutors/academic advisors about destinations, year abroad and research project advice!! I wouldn't have gone for Floripa if I hadn't!! Trust me, they do know what they're talking about! 
DON'T pick a place you're not happy with/majorly unsure about, nervous is fine, but don't go far away if you know you're going to be unhappy! You'll only have a horrible year if you do.

 
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ON YEAR ABROAD: SOME ADVICE(25/09/2013)

I don't want to put a serious spin on coming to Brazil, however I am currently in Week 10 of my stay here and I think there are a couple of things that people should consider before choosing to come here.

  If you decide that you want to study in Brazil for your Year Abroad, my current advice while living here myself is the following:
1. You are coming to Brazil for the right reasons. I was a little bit silly; although there is no other place I'd rather be right now, do not do what I did and choose your Year Abroad placement based on what you think would be better for your CV or future employibility. Pick Brazil because you know in your heart and soul that you'll love it!
2. You will be able to get through change. Brazil has a very different culture to the Western world! The lifestyle is different, diet is different, socialising is different and that's not including change of climate, back to front seasons and time difference. Do not kid yourself! If you can't handle change, you are better off keeping closer to home. Take time to really consider your options! I am a person who pushes themselves and maybe long term it kind of helps. But you won't enjoy the long term success properly if the short term was painful, you'll instead spend half the time licking your wounds from the process. Go where your heart takes you and where your passion lies, do not think about what you should do because "it's what others expect of you" because that is a waste of mental space. How do you know what other people are thinking and expecting?!

3. You're strong-willed enough to leap out of your comfort zone and pick yourself up. Because believe me, there will be some massive changes that you will need to get used to. It's Week 10 and people back at my home uni are starting their new academic year: it's killing me that I can't be there with them to celebrate and stuff. I'm sad that I haven't got any committee stuff to look forward to and a heck of a lot more banterish memories to create. But I know that I need this time here for my degree, so, although I am not making half the friends I thought I would be, learning loads of new dance moves like I thought I would be (etc etc etc), I am instead throwing myself into other things like: my close group of friends here, this blog, my project and bettering my Portuguese. You must have an ability to find solutions because wallowing will not help you in the slightest! Trust me, I've been through this. Sitting in your room all day on Facebook/Twitter does not make you happier and does not make the time go quicker. 

4. You're an explorer. And by explorer I mean someone who is willing to space-hop into the unknown and keep space-hopping. You cannot be afraid to try/taste/feel/experience the unknown because that is what Brazil is, no matter how much I'm claiming Floripa is European in its ways. Being open to the new and the unfamiliar is the only way you are going to kick homesickness, fear and loneliness. Yes your friends in the UK are out partying have a great time, but that's how it is in England, the concept is not the same in Brazil and it's ok, you just have to be open to accepting that!

  My intention with this post is not to scare potential explorers, but to enlighten. This time last year I had no doubt really that I was going to Brazil, however a year on I have only just realised my actual reasons for coming here. So in coming here I have learned a great life lesson and that is: to listen to myself and my needs. Not "what I think I should do". As in turn for not listening, I have essentially been feeling like crap. Sorry, but that's how it is. In truth, there is no where else I would rather be right now because I *have* learned this vital lesson, however as I said before: it's not worth the short term pain for the long term gain because I am not taking full advantage of life here. Yes, I am throwing myself into life, but it is not giving me real joy and it is not making my heart sing. When looking back on this year after graduating I can just see me kind of overlooking it for all the reasons I have previously mentioned.
After being more or less forced to look into my reasons for being here, I realise that for the last year I had been burying a voice that had been telling me that I might want to reconsider my options, mistaking it for nerves about moving abroad.

So to sum up! Do not think that Brazil is an awful place because of this post. It is by no means terrible otherwise you would hear about it in my weekly videos. No! Brazil is an awesome country and an inspiring place to be! Hence why I'm making these videos. But I really want to encourage you as a reader to really take time to look at your options before making any decisions. It's a year of your life and a quarter of your degree, so choose wisely! Employibility will come easily for a languages student and heck, you're brave for even considering Brazil! Well done!

Big hugs and kisses!
*Space-hopping into the unknown ;)

 
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3. What else was I going to do? I had already spoken to my lecturers when I first got sad and they said that Portuguese universities refuse to take you for just one semester, and at our university you must stick to the same language country ie. I couldn't switch and go to Spain or Chile.
Plus I didn't want to have to carry out the rest of the year at home. I'd probably have to pay back my loan and grants so I wouldn't have any money and all my good friends would be at uni, so I'd be at home and (as much as I love my family and where we live) bored out of my mind with just the dissertation deadline to do.
4. My research project. I'm doing my dissertation on Capoeira and need Brazilian resources to complete my research, so I need the local library. Even though the university library is on strike there is still the city one, because the Portuguese and Brazilian Google Scholar is not brilliant so I'm trying to rely as little as possible on online sources.
5. It could be worse. Living abroad (where it's sunny, beaches all around and cheaper living), taking classes that don't count and completing my dissertation versus being back in my home university having classes and other critical coursework to complete at the same time as writing a dissertation with a bigger word count. Yep, I think I've got the good end of the bargain.


While everything my last post might say otherwise, Floripa is still a wondrous place with lots to offer an international student, and it does take time to adjust to it. So if you feel it deep down then don't be afraid to try again :) Here's to experience!!

COMING BACK TO FLORIPA (29/03/2014)

This post will be brief because there's not too much for me to say, but I am answering the question: why come back to Floripa? (Especially as I was not happy with it before I left).
1. The experience. This year has taught me so much, and it's not even over! I feel like I've been through hell and back in the space of about nine months, but if I'm honest: it's been worth it. Half the things that shook me up were personal, but then the other reasons have been experienced by students who have been here before me too, so it could well happen to you. It's hard being this far away from home and the familiar for this amount of time, but who can say at 21 years old that they've lived in Brazil?! I have the opportunity to spend another four-five months in Brazil with no responsibilities but my dissertation: I knew in my heart that I would be coming back to give it another shot. Granted, I'm not doing too much with my social life right now because of my work: but I feel so much better for coming back. Plus I will have that much more experience to talk about when applying for jobs, reminiscing in final year and telling the disbelieving grandchildren that living in South America was a rare thing for twenty something year olds 'back in the day'.
2. I wanted to prove to myself I could do it. I wanted to prove to myself that I was capable of taking another shot at something that at first had not quite succeeded, to prove to myself that I could take a negative situation in my life and turn it around. And so far I've been doing just that. I've enrolled on to Samba and Tango classes, I chose classes that I knew I'd be interested in rather than what I thought I should do and I've been taking time out when I want to. Also, I know I'd kick myself and feel like a failure if I didn't come back. It'd be a classic and painful "what if?" that would haunt me for the rest of my degree and my life.


5. For the Brazilian attitude to life, the accent and the culture. I'm going to be honest, even though I've had a pretty hardcore time here mentally, I still wouldn't have picked Portugal simply for the overall experience. Brazilians are - in general - much more laid back, open-minded and friendly, the accent is so much nicer to listen to as well as speak and the culture is just so much more interesting because of the variety!

6. At the end of the day, it will look much more impressive that I have spent a year in Brazil and I now don't feel ashamed in admitting that it wasn't all that it looks like it's made up to be. However, I have been through such an amazing personal journey and still experienced so much from the locals and the country, that I am proud to say that I've been, I've accomplished what I have and I would love to inspire others to go for it too!
Why not Floripa?
1. The lifestyle. I am happiest when I'm busy, have things to complete and am moving my life forward. So unfortunately the very laid back lifestyle in Floripa was not to my taste and at times I found it very frustrating. "De vaga" is the term used in Brazil.
2. The lack of things to do. For those who love to hike and to dance forro, certenejo and samba all weekend every weekend, Floripa is perfect for you. But if you're like me and you like to mix it up, you either need a car or a lot of cash to afford to travel because there is not much else you can do on the island and it's a lot of effort to travel out every weekend.
3. As a student studying outside of the ERASMUS catchment areas (Europe!), the only money you had was the amount given to you by Student Finance, which was fine, however it means that I am still waiting on money back from them for the two return flights I had to pay for there and back. Erasmus students are given much more money to travel small distances and while I'm not saying they don't deserve it, I do think it's stupid that we don't get the same opportunities just because we chose to move further away. I would've visited so much more of South America.
Thank you for reading my blog and I hope this inspires you to take a few leaps, whether that's moving to Florianopolis or another part of Brazil. It truly has been a unique experience and I'm looking forward to talking to other linguists about it next month!
Beijos!

POST-YEAR ABROAD(17/08/2014)

So, my final post on this page! How time has flown!!
Why would I choose Floripa, now that I've finished my Year Abroad there?
1. Apart from a few international students, everyone spoke Portuguese, so my Portuguese improved so much! Some of my classmates this semester thought I was Brazilian, and a couple of people I spoke to on journeys said that my Portuguese was perfect (although of course they were probably basing it tourists who couldn't speak any more than "hi", "how are you" and "thank you").
But I'm also happy I didn't move to the Lagoa region with other international students because again, I probably wouldn't have spoken half as much Portuguese. So I wouldn't have got my practice in as much.
2. The beaches. In my defence, they were perfect for when you just wanted to get away from studying or just to chill in general. Ok I had to take a 20-30 minute bus to get there, and sometimes you had to take more than one, but for the end destination it was totally worth it!
Plus, I loved surfing as well and there was so much sport available for those who had the funds!
3. The experiences. Surfing on a regular basis, using my blog as an excuse to play around on stage with the stage lighting and hitch-hiking to another part of the island (I promise it's completely normal in Floripa and a lot of locals do it). All these small things make up experiences that I would most likely never try or do again. 
4. Saving money for travel. Although I never went to Argentina properly, I did visit the Argentinian side of the Iguassu Falls along with Parguay for a few hours one day. I actually spent the extra money on two weeks visiting a friend of mine in Cancun, Mexico and it was an incredible experience! I stayed with her in the local part of Cancun, and then did some of the touristy stuff during the day.
I do regret not exploring Argentina a bit further - and the north of Brazil - but at the time I don't think I would have been in a place to go. Ideally I would've liked to have revisited Cuzco, Peru, just to see how it felt being back as an adult.
For details on my trip to Cancun, visit my other blog: talbstar.blogspot.co.uk or my Youtube channel for some daily vlogs (Hannah Talbstar).